I miss my best friend.

Just a short piece centering on Jacinta and Adamo from the story we're working on.

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Have you ever just. idk. Wanted to MURDER your alarm clock?

I have.

I WAS HAVING AN AWESOME DREAM. I can't remember all the details but there was DRRR involved and then BEEPBEEEEEPBEEEEEEEEEP and I lost it.

And that fucking sucks because the last dream I had involved my best friend giving me an alligator as a souvineer from her spring break.

And you should probably ignore these 'been awake for less than an hour' ramblings of mine.

My aunt was supposed to have surgery today, cancer on the bile-end of her pancreas. It wasn't supposed to be a short surgery but it was supposed to go smoothly.

Not smoothly and now I'm so worried. Because the cancer isn't local and it's all over the major blood vessels of her liver and her lymph nodes. And they can't get it off her liver without destroying it altogether.

And I'm worried because she's my aunt, the one I actually like. The one I'm named after. The one who shares a birthday with me.

Augh I hate this.